Ugh. So my brother lives in Oz right and hes offered to pay for me to go and see him but I know that my boyfriend doesn’t want me to go and if I do then he won’t wait for me to come home and i dont understand what im meant to do. Do I put my own life on hold for him, or do I do what it is I want and lose someone I love more than I can even explain. I dont know what to do, I dont know who I can go to. I just need to ugh I don’t even know